This is where I will Go When .....

This is where i will go to when,

i feel relentless anxiety worrying about those i love.
i feel overwhelmed with wanting to do more and not
having the time.
i feel selfish for complaining when my life is so good.
i feel stupid and not capable in my job.
i feel badly for my sarcastic language.
i feel icky because my belly feels pudgy from too
many french fries.
i feel lazy because i haven't accomplished multiple
tasks off my to-do list.
i feel confusion over the timing of things.
i feel sad because i feel everything so deeply.
i feel tired from listening and guilty for feeling that way.
i feel pissed from not saying what i really want to say.

i will go to this place, and imagine that big blue ocean in front me,
and how peaceful and calm i felt..... and how empty my mind was
there from bombarding thoughts...and how helpful it was to have a
break from the chatter...and how connected i feel to god
when i can be still.

this is where i will go.